perfect, lets build the new language, starting with good curse words from all the other languages, though if we follow your idea, literaly
we wont be able to get more than one or two out, but I think that if we were to include all of the words in all of the languages for sex related stuff, and start there, we will all be laughing and smirking too much for the old throut claw out manouver
Polish language spelling bees are ubiquitous in primary school in Poland, although Polish spelling is an order of magnitude less messed up than English spelling.
Grief and postpartum is a very dangerous combination. I know someone who landed in a mental facility for 5 weeks when her baby was barely 4 months old. Seek help, consult a psychiatrist, get therapy. Don't be afraid of medication, there are antidepressants that don't filter into your milk, and the doctor will know which ones they can safely give you, just tell them you're breastfeeding. You can manage going to therapy with a baby, many therapists allow you to bring your child. Don't let other people take control when they assume you're weak and failing, you're not. Take care.
Also, try IONIC paints, they are awesome